EXPRESSIONS

people please pardon my retardness,
and stupidness,
but accept my kindness,
and sincereness,

the truth is ugly,
and its known by many,
but i know your a pretender,
that fits a loser,
and as long as there's air to breath,
i wont believe,
your melancholic,
poetic,
outrageous,
promises,
and that's why from that,
there's that,
weird feeling,
that im experiencing,
that i rather be alone,
than being with hundreads of friends,
cz im tired of growing fond,
of them then they'll just leave you for other friends,

people have a lot to tell,
cz everyone have their own tale,
and i have one,
but my tale isn't done,

it wasn't me who left my friends,
but my friends who left me,
maybe this is a new trend,
that i was really busy to see,

and it's true a lot of cooks spoil the broth,
and a lot of bad mouths spoils the truth,
and to some,making rumours are a must,
that's why this world lacks of love and trust,

people always speak badly about hypocrites,
and now i know why,
cz they are pretenders and what they say aren't true and that reeks,
that's why it's better for them to die,
cz they just ruin friendship,
making hardship,
for you and your besties,
cz they lack of these,
love and attention,
cz what they possess are just lust that has no affection,
and because of a girl,
they would do anything,
this sickens me that i hurled,
and i wish i never met this being,

honestly,
being in the middle of a war of stupidity,
it sucks,
that's why i rather get struck,
by lightning,
than fighting,

you know that a song is the expression of the writer,
and this rhyme is the expression of me,
that's why im getting wiser,
than the old me,

but it's hard to express how you really feel,
especially in a rhyme like this one,
cz what you really feel,
cant be express by anything or anyone,

to NAT(: JO(: and BELL(: ,
i've something to tell,
i don't know why but i felt that warmth with you guys,
that warmth when you're with someone close,
and these are the new ties,
that i don't want to lose,
and im close to you guys,
doesn't mean i've forgotten bout my old ties,
and it doesn't mean im running away from anything,
it just mean im confused, sick and annoyed,
by all the dramas,rumours,back stabbers and unsatisfied feelings,
that's making me paranoid,

that's why it's hard to find a friend that you can really trust,
a friend that doesn't rely on lust,
a friend that remember what we've been through together,
a friend that cherish the moments we had together,
that's why im proud to say that meezy,mizan and yana are my besties,
and even though NAT(: ,jo,bell,azrul,zul,najib,ilyas,dillah,lii,een,wena,elaine,
leonard,leon and alvin are one species,
they are also my besties,
and i just realise this,
even though it doesn't seem to be,
but they are like family,
and now i know who are my true friends,
that i want to be with to the end.


P.S
THANKS A LOT NAT(: and everyone.
I APPRECIATE ALL THOSE SUPPORTS
AND JUST FOR BEING THERE FOR ME(:

LOVE YOU GUYS and EEN too(: